Fuck You, I Don't Want Another Girl

 I'm a black mark

and a black heart 

at best

I don't want a new girl just want the same

thing that she wants

or wanted

why must life dribble off into the end of winter

when icicles melt and pour water from God knows where?

why must life intrigue with difficulty 

met a girl named Sophie 

told her her name was wisdom

but men are smarter 

I'm not gonna change, 

my blackness is my own

bartender looks like her and I'm in love

reasons only to me known

but she ain't her

I don't want another girl

don't you understand desire

I don't want another girl like the old

man who lost his son

when people try to console 

it's fucking garbage 

like a blackened soul

vibe with so many

so many options to hold

I don't want another girl

I only want my own